bye april :D

oh noo , tomorow may ody !

firstly , hope this may more lucky for me .

oh yey , my birhday is coming . 9may can't wait . upper18 . yeayy .

result upu kuar , harap2 dapat uitm , god please help me for my future .

continue my study , uitm please

change my attitude , bad > moree good . ehe .

no more love , insyaallah .

find job .

collect more domo kun

buy lens (grey)

buy shoes , clothes & jeans

less eat & kurus kan badan especially babatsss

putihkan kulit . haha

try something new & find new experience

hope all my wish come true . amin ( :

yakin pada diri fyza . hihi

to my self

• Everything is going to work out. Your dreams and hopes will find their place in this world.
• Smile freely. Your smile lights up your face.Your smile is one easy way to make someone’s day.
• It will get better. Give yourself and life time.
• Your fears are only as powerful as you allow them to be. Don’t allow them to paralyze you from living your life.
• I know you get lonely but that doesn’t mean you are alone. There are so many people who love and need you. Loneliness comes and goes. It won’t stay forever.
• It’s okay not to be okay all the time.
• Don’t be afraid of the work ahead of you. That’s how you learn, how you grow, and most importantly how you get to where you want to be.
• Getting lost is how you get found.
• Don’t be afraid to take detours.
• Vulnerability is not weakness.

• Your life doesn’t revolve around a man. Your story is one about love of self before any other kind of love. Please don’t forget that.
• Your scars might not be physical but they are still there. They are a part of you. Reminders of internal battles you have won. Don’t ignore them or feel ashamed of them. They are a part of your story but they don’t define you.
• You are beautiful. Really, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. I know some days you don’t feel beautiful but even then YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. Let yourself embrace your beauty. Don’t dampen it with negative thoughts or cruel words.
• If you don’t believe in yourself, and I mean wholeheartedly believe in yourself no one else will. You’ve got to have that faith and confidence in who you are, what you want, and how you choose to live. You have to believe in yourself. Your dreams, your talents, and your hopes for this life you have.
• Don’t just give good advice take it too. Teach and learn. Learn and teach.
• Do the things you love because you love them. Nothing else matters. Not compliments, recognition, acknowledgement, fame, or fortune. All that matters is how the things you love make you feel. Don’t shape what you love to fit into other people’s idea of what it should be. You are the painter, the canvas, the muse, the paintbrush, and the paint. You have all the ingredients to create something of your own.
• There are no bad days. Only bad moments.
• Choose your attitude wisely.
• Don’t limit your happiness. There is no definition of what it means to be happy. You decide what your happiness looks, feels, and sounds like. It’s up to you. It always has been.
• You are imperfect and that is a beautiful thing. Stop trying to deny that.
• Everything is not about you. Everything is not about them. Find a middle ground between those two extremes.
• Life is a give and take relationship. I hope you give more than you take.
• Everyone has to start at the beginning you are no exception.
• You are not broken. You are not shattered. You are not a lost cause.
• Your art matters. Whether it’s your poetry, stories, songs, or drawings they matter. You matter. No one has to tell you that for it to be the truth. Have faith in yourself and the things you do.
• You are loved.
• Don’t bottle your feelings inside.
• You are more than good enough. 
• Don’t hide your sorrows.
• Your life is meant to be lived.
• Don’t be anyone other than you.
• Take care of yourself. Mind, body, and soul.
• Make time for yourself to do some self pampering.
• Be the best version of you. The best you you can be.
• Mistakes and failure are not things to be ashamed of. They are the catalysts of growth and wisdom.
• You are the main character in your story, stop sitting on the sidelines.
• Laugh without restraint.
• Dream without worry.
• Love yourself the way you want to be loved by others.
• Breathe. In and out. Breathe.
• This is your time. Be who you want to be

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I know I’m not perfect. I am not the prettiest or the funniest or the most interesting. Some days I feel like there is nothing special about me and you too will realise this and that will be it because I am not someone you want to be with. But I am trying to be better. For you or for me. I’m not sure which. But I’m trying. I know you love me but sometimes I really do feel like there isn’t anything there for you to love. But know that I love you. And know that these feelings won’t change and know that no matter what happens, I will continue loving you.

makan sampai pingsan :D

hello friday :D 

plan hari neh mao pegi swimming .

sekali enda dapat bangun lagipun epa enda dapat pegu kunuk cz nenek dea pass away . fai plak sakit . bgun suda neh jm8 tapi masi gantung neh tido so sambung balik laa . haha . jam9 lebih baru bgun cz kunuk angel mao bawa jln . semangat sua neh mandi & kemas ruma sekali cancel & dea just bawa adik dea jalan2 sejaa . okae , duduk ruma seja laa hari neh .

aktivi mcm besa tinguk tiby , makan & online !

petang nyaa TIDUUR . my hobby . mcm mana laa neh kunuk mao kurus lau tido seja diurus .

tapi jm4 gitu balck out ! oh shit , panas eh ! mcm cacing kepanasan sua ak neh . bgun2 duduk di luar pastuh p hujung lorong jap & balik lgi p depan rumaa . mat cool2 dtg lagik , beli icecream lagik . nyuum2 =p

duduk2 sendiri2 d depan ruma sekali tinguk bdak2 men badminton so p men laa ma drg . sua laa tua sua , masi lek p men sana . haha . mcm ketandusan kawan sua .

maghrib balik laa . duduk2 jap sekali kata pacik kuh p mandi laa , makan diluar kitaa . aww , yeay ~

sekali p 1malaysiaa . makan steamboat !

omg , kenyang gilak neh . kuh antam udang , abc , ice cream & byk lagik laa . naa , tambah babat joo ! haha . peduli laa yg penting kenyangg joo . mcm ular sawa suaaaa :D :D

hari neh enda dapat text cz xda creadit . ecko pun xda kntek mayb dea pun sama juaa . haha . tepa laa , mls jua sua mao layan tuh handphonee . waste timee !

the end for todayyy :D baybai

hampa

lupa cerita sal MATRIKS =.=

tadi tem d pejabat ada jumpa faridaa , tnya deaa ada kaa dapat matriks sekali xda dea dapat . hm , dlm hati msti ak neh pun enda dapat . sekali plg online & cek kata nyaa rayuan anda diterimaa . aie naa ? diterima kaa neh endaa . tanyaa fai kata nya enda . astgaa , HAMPA nyaa laaa . pa laa halatuju kuh pasnhe . tggal uitm & poli seja laaa . ish ~ tanya fai dea dapat . astga jeles baa ); ba ba , tepa laa . bgus2 seja kw fai study sana . lau ak dpt study kk kami p lawat kw k . ehe . syok nyaa tuh .

dengan rasa hampaa ak stay depan ruma memikir2 . haha . sot suaa . sabar seja laa fyzaaa . bkn rezeki kw kali neh matrikss . lagipun ramai jua enda dapat .

p/s fai , adie , ckin & dartipaa . congrat kamu aa . nnti blek cneh ole2 coklat k . HAHA

wish come true * shoes

fest2 cerita sal semalam laa . kemaren saya ada kol dedek mao kasi cnfirm neh break kami dea ckp mana2 laa den dea off . sakit hati joo -,- pas mlm ada dea on . tnya balik kata nyaa ya laa single laa . it's okae !  sakit hati jua laa . sekali tiba2 neh tefikir mai in a relationship sama c ecko cz tem tuh pun kmi text juaa . ba , kata nya eyaa laa . ba , apa lagik IN A RELATIONSHIP  laa kami . ehe . 
ok , tutup cerita sal BF neh . MALASSS laa sua . boring ! ! !


semalam plan mao jalan sama fatin . opss , fatin bt putih aa . classmate tem sch rendaa  . mao p pejabat pos kunuk . sekali tadi pagi mcm enda buli bgun neh awl pagi padahal jm9 suaa . ak mao bgun jm10 baa . haha  sekali mem kol mao ambik ak . baa , terpaksa bgun laa -,- turun bawah mao mandi sua tapi pacik kuh suruh masak nasi gorengg . baa , masak seja laa den mandi . pas besiap kmi jalan laaa  . p pejabat dulu . p kebajikan , teck guan ambik kak tim & p bt4 begambaar ! tem pas begambar tejumpa plak balik gmbar kuh yg baru2 neh ak begambar & ak ingat kan ilang suaa . naa , membazir joo . nasib maam kuh jua yg bayarr . HAHA . next , antar kak tim & ambik adik kuh balik sch . 
pas mabik drg kami p BSN ambik duit nyaa . naa , dea ambik rm200 dea bg ak rm50 . naa , trus senyum jo ak $$$$ duit dtg lagik . terus teringat ak kasut yg d bt6 tuh ~ fest2 mao mao cari d bandar byk lawa laa jua tapi maahaal . huaa ! tepa laa bt6 sejaa laa . c tauke tuh bg jua cincai punya haraga rm50 laa . haha . ngam2 joo . habis duit kuh ~ pas dri bt6 balik rumaa tggu kazec kuh balik karajaa .
makan & mandi .


now onlineee . the end :D ehe

my day with besties

yesterday :D time d indah *kedai kasut !

sotness action !

the end

oh . mayb our relationship the end odyyy . huaaaa ); sad nyaa ! asal kapel mesti begini . fuck !

tadi pagi on fb tinguk status nyaa single suaa . tepa laa , mayb betul2 sua neh .  kadang2 mao jua kol dea tapi tepa laa , lupakan sak . asal online pun mcm sama2 enda pena kenal neh . teda comment & teda chat pun . hue !

macam mao belajar jao2 neh . mulakan kehidupan baru & belajar hidup berdikari without family but i knw it's hard for mee ); but , i tryyy ! 

my dream , SHOPPING !

i want go to shopping with my besties ( :

t shirt cutee

someday , i'll collect all my dress

syook nyaa lau ada suma kasut neh :D

cap cute

saya akan beli nanti . haha

i wanttt !

cute dress ( :

Long Distance Relationships

As long as you two love each other, hey, why not? Yeah, it’s gonna be hard only being able to see each other through the internet and hear each other through calls, but if you two are really in love, then that’s gonna be enough for you to know that you are meant to be. A lot of people say these kind of relationships are hard, that they’re not gonna work, piece of advice? Don’t listen to them.

last night !

 semalam . hue ! siuk siuk sua neh online sekali meme kol . tekejut jua laa , lewat sua mao kol lagik . maybe yg free tuh kan . cerita punya cerita rupa nya dea d ruma c palui tuh . 2nd call c palui tuh yg becakap . fest2 ok suaa . eya eya sak laa kan ! sekali ak ckp sebenarnya ak namao kol sama kol lek . sekali kata nyaa eya kaa ? ak cakap eya laa bah . ba ba , ok laa kata nyaa . ingat kan mao dipujuk sua sekali dbg off . shiit nyaa c buduh neh ! bgus2 enda sua ingat sama dea sekali d call lek .
tadi meme text ak layan mcm mao enda mao seja neh . joo , mara jua deaa . ish , ak sakit hati sama c palui tuh teikut jua ak b'laa sama meme neh . eh , entah laa baa . BIKIN PANASSS ! 
mana2 laa kaw . enda pandai menghargai . BUDUH KAW !

BAGUS LEK CARI LAIN !


lau enda bkol rinduu , sekali kol begaduh sejaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! napa laa ak kenal kw neh 

my feeling -,-

captured

mukayangbidak :D

superbored . huuuaaaa

imissyoublog :* muwaah . haha

ehem ehem , tetao mao ceritaa apa neh . post pic laa . ahha . tadi saya captured2 mcm org gilaak =D

dari tempat org kahwin 

balik balik neh org kahwin , ak bila plak mao kahwin . haha . tapi still earlyy . enjooy dulu :D

seharian

blog blog , i tulis kan you karangan lagik . haha . now , jam11.2pm odyy . boring neh . huhu . 

pas baca blog c azri tuh mcm syook plak . luculucu lek . ha ha ha . ckp men direct sejaa oo .

hm hm  cerita sal hari neh cz hari neh ada siiyuk nyaa ada jua enda siyuk nyaa . haha 

bangun seja dlm jm9 lebih laaa . huaa , direct mencari lappy . semangat neh cerita sal plkn den online facebook , twitter & tumblr laa mcm besaaa besaaa . dekat jm10 lebih turun bawa . fuyoo , ada nasi kuning ooo . aish , mcm sedaap sejaa . blm cuci mukaa direct mkn . haha . baru nikmat!

den pacik kuh pun xda pegi ambik macik kuuuh . naa , pasaang laa lagu kuat2 . ckit lek mcm clubbing suaa . ehe . opss , dtg sua drgg . off laaaaa . naa , pas menyapu nek ats balik smbg onlineee . naa , mao jm2 baru laa temandi .

muka muka semangat mao jogging . ha ha

hari neh mcm ada appoiment neh sma c munyyit ! haha . jogging~ yey , semangat mao kuruus kan . naa , diambik laa ak d rumaa tpi suru seja c jean pesan ckp ak pegi kompleks sukaan .

fest2 diam2 sejaa . lma sua tia jmpa c munyiit neh kan . last2 ceritaa2 juaa . naa , smapai kompleks jalan2 dulu 1 round . sekali 2nd round dea jogging suaa . naa , tinggal laa ak sendiri , bejalan sendiri2 . sob sob . tpi tepa , mencari ktenangaaaan >.<

tiba tibaaa pas round ke3 , "afizaaah" aik , ak heraan , sepa plak neeh . stu kali lagik "fyza org senaaaaangg" haha , mcm kenaaal plak . sekali c epa kilik tuuuh . swimming dea sma adiiik nyaaaa .

den jmpa c munyit minum2 den ambik adik deaa dri sch sung sieew . cuteee neh adik nyaaa . chubby2 & puttihhh . ggrr , geraam oo .

balik2 seja dlm jm6 . fuh , kencang sua neh czen kuuh . sekali d cuci jooo . ruma enda bersih laa , ak ambik brg enda simpan baliik , ak jln enda membgtaao laa . adeeh , down suaa . diaam sakk . mcm mao balik rumaaa sejaa . fuh . enda paa laa , sekali d suru lek jemuur kain . naa , mana laa ak pandaai . hm , jemuur seja laaa . sekali mao kol dedek neh . hm , yg dea neh hari2 laa bzyy . ish , mna2 laa kw . bgus on maxisss . da jua kwn mao text . bueekk

pas jemuur kain tetidoo jap d sofaa . den bgun2 sejaa dipanggil makaan . aww , laapr neh . hihi . sotoong joo . sedaaaap . nyuum nyuum . pas mkn kemas2 & tinguk tibyyy . text sma c munyiit & smpai laa skg onlinee . hihi .

itu jer ak buaat hari neh . bai bai .

mmmuuh my bloog :* 

SUKA DUKA PLKN

bangun sejaa direct mencari lappy , mcm besa la kan . haha .

tiba tiba neh semangat mao becerita sal PLKN . rindu sama kem bagai budi =D

anggapan orang sama plkn ? penat , nanti hitam  terkurung & banyak lagii . fest2 ak pun takut mao masuk plkn neh . kalau bole enda msuk kan siyuuk . tapi pa bulu buat masuk sejaa laa . huh .

 3 mac 2011 .

bangun awal & start packing barang . excited jua laa mao masuk kem biarpun dekat sejaa . haha . at last , senang jua laa nnti mao hantar2 brg kan . save bajet enda paya mao beli sndiri .

dalam jm9 gerak suda dri rumaa . czen yg hantar den p tmpat mem ambik brg & p tempat angel ambik deaa . tem tuh dea semangat mao hantar ak & meme pun ada dtg juaaa .

sampai seja d kem bagai budi tuh sibuk neh periksa itu ini , ambik baju laa . ok beres ! cari dorm ? al nilam . fest2 masuk  neh dsangka kristian sua . haha . tpi ak ckp islam baaa . ak pilih kail yg paling hujung supaya senangg . sampai2 sejaa direct tidoo lek . haha . yg dorm mate neh bising nyaaa . byk seja cerita drg . ketawa ha ha ha . hmm , sabaar sejaaa laa . berapa jm kemudiaan . dtg laa girl dri semenanjung ambik katil sebelah . jiran laa katakan . hihi . nma dea MAI ok laa . enda jua sumbung .

hari demi hari kami betambah rapaat . dorm mate pun suma ook juaa . gila2 =D asal dorm kutur mesti kamii . haha . padahal ak tguk bersih juaa . naa , tinguk gmbar2 neh . pandai2 laa menilai bersih tao endaa . HAHA

my lockeer yg rockk bebeh ! haha

al nilam yg happening .

locker paling cutee

my dormm

al nilam member

opss , bermula laa rutin harian d plkn .

bangun 5.00am > pt pagi (senaman) >sarapan > class > mkn tengah hari > aktivti luar > riadah > solat maghrb & isyak > makan malam > aktiviti mlm > 11 pm bru laa tutup lampu & tidoooooo . zzzz

itu seja laa aktiviti hari2 ... syok jua laa , cpt btul msa berlalu . oh yeah , sabtuuu . yes handphonee . lau sabtu sumaa dtg rajin . jom kasi bersih dormm . haha . lau sua dpt hp suma eda sua becakap . bzy sua sma hp . dengar lagu , b'call , b'texttt . berebut mao chage hp lagik tuuu  . haha

lau tem class syok jua laa . pk6 mmg syok . org nya pun ok2 . hihi . byk laa belajar tem class .tepati masa , menunaikan janji & ......ada laa jua termotivasi sikit . hihi

lau aktiviti luar tem jm2 tuh pun siyuuk . ada taekwondo , kawat , kembara halangan . oo yaa , ada flying fox . fuyoo , syook oo . tpi ling enda dpt dilupakan tem tali rendaaa . huh , bejalan d ats tali sejaa . tuhan sak yg tao  mcm mna ak takut . haha . tpi pengalaman tuh !

mirna <3

hm hm hm . cuti semester dtg sua . haha . tem tuh mai sama mirna ikut stay ruma kuh . stu dri kl stu dri tawau . naa , ak bawa laa round2 sdkn . happy jua laa drg .

captured ( :

mai <3

gambar tem d LD

padang menembak

setiba nya disna

tunngu turn -,-

abg askar

bis cuti sak pegi menembak d LD . siyuk neh nek bas plkn smpai ke ld . selesaaaa . ahha . tido sak kejaa .

smapai sak sna beratur & tggu turn . terasa jua laa pegang m16 . mcm mao tembak lgi for the 2nd time tpi enda dpt -,- tepa laaaa .

cerita punya ceritaa , mao habis plkn suaaaa . enda sedar neh . sedih laa tem mggu2 terakhir neh . entah bila dpt jmpa lagik sma member2 plkn neh . pa buli bwat . setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan juaaa )';

13 mac ! suma bzy packing & sedih mao balik kg masing2 suaaaa .

uie naaa , mcm banjir sua kem tuuuh . teda yg enda nangisss baaa . peluk2 laaa .

tapi terpaksa jua say good bye to member dri tawau fest 

farah,pyka,pda, ying,mieya, ain ,mirna ..... lupa sua yg len . member singaaa juaaa . huh

paling sedih neh bestfrnd balik semenanjungg . semangat mao balik awl den antar c mai pegi airport . smbg lagik menangis snaaa . aha . banjir jua airport uli kmi .

now , diruma suaaa . sebulan lebi sua kuar dri plkn =.=

rinduuuu sama kem , al nilam  singaaaaa ! huaaaaa

tedasua mkn smapai 6 kali kdg ada extaraaaa . teda sua mandi , tido sama2 .

eeeee , cua laa buli msuk plkn lagik .

tapi byk laa dpt ilmu tem plkn ( : dpt kawan lagik yg gila2 ejamaifionakajol! missingyoulikecrazyyy

PICTURE PERFECT MEMORIES (=

lastday

nampak gigi =D

begila gila

awww , sexyy . haha

singa baituuh

lanun plkn . haha

member singa

bestfriend

raawk

the end ;D

important person in mylife

mamyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy , imissyousodamn much )":